I am StrawberryCheeseCake

no rush rush things :)

2009-11-28T18:14:00.000-08:00

well, hey hey
had a talked yesterday and it went smooth :)
so thumbs up nellie :)
i think its better this way, dont rush things if not it will become worse and i dont want that to be happen :(
so hope he will open his *heart* and i want to make things spice up again :)
will not write for now coz need to be more privacy ey ?
so catch up with you really soon ok??

loves,
nellie
xoxoxo

im so ashamed :(

2009-11-27T19:35:00.000-08:00

ouh my ouh my..

im so malu ok :(
so ashamed with Mr.Loml..
been such a retard spider monkey last night
adoi
but cannot blame me for that the emotions are too strong and eeeeeeeeeeee
perfect timing, kiss me through the phone :)

Love,
nellie
xoxoxo

i want to write again :)

2009-11-27T18:03:00.000-08:00

hey hey
i know its been along long time i've been so quiet :) things have change every since the previous post.. there are some memories that i will kept in my mind and there are some are not meant to keep :) sad but true..

the journey begins where i am on my holidays for 3 months and i have so many things to plan. Plan is only a plan :)I want things to be well organised this time and no more playing. But my emotion, conquere it all..:(

someone told me i need to write again :) which i think i do and let dat person know how much he means in my life..Lets name him as "Mr Loml". I know its kind of hard to pronounce and let me help you guys with that.. Pronounce it like this : "Lo-em"..i hope u guys get it right :)

the true meaning behind it, i will not revealed untill "Mr Loml" reveals the hidden meaning :)

gloomy days and it will turn into weeks :(
i woke up, i started to cry,when i asleep im crying inside :(
thought it was only a dream but it is not :(
ive learnd my mistake and trying to make things ok
but i cant do it alone :(
Things are not easy when i come to Love. who says it will be easy??

"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love." by William Shakespeare

I just want to fly there and fix it..God please give me the strenght..

Love,
Nellie
xoxoxo

He left the house :(

2009-09-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

sedih nyer
babyy u seriously made me laughed and made me happy la
now u da blik umah which im super duper sad k :(
but i noe we'll hang out soon but still much different when u xde kat umah i
rase lonely kot

so nanti on saturday come over to my house and sleep here k babyy :)
love <3

What a day :)

2009-09-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

i am so so happy today even though there was noting much dat i did for today
well, babyy is at my house now and im happy sheshangat coz he is here:)
had so much fun wtih him obvi kan
thanks babyy ure the best and u noe dat kan
we had very late berbuke puase which is at 2 am
and going to teman him for sahur (like i puase kan)ngeeee
so wakie wakie me up k babyy

Loves,
nellie

Happiness vs nervousness

2009-09-07T10:33:00.000-07:00

Say congrats to happiness :)
me liking it so much

early in the morning i woke up and head to do facial
it cost me more than what i have and expected :(
but it is worth it though so happy with it

went to hospital to do my follow up with dr. philip
will meet him up another 2 more months

well had a blast just now with ♥

We when for movie and berbuke puase at his house..

not forgetting, we went for bazaa ramadhan

had so much fun :)

he looked at me and said "u kenape babyy" which im in the "moment" and thats how i reacted :(

sad but yah im trying to overcome it :)

tommorow is our anniversary

i noe u will be reading this babyy,

and i dedicated this for you,

Happy 1 year and 9 months anniversary babyy :)

Its been so so adventorous years with you

hope can go a wild journey with you

look forward for that :)

see you tomoz k ♥

:)

2009-09-06T07:49:00.002-07:00

He made me laughed :)

hahhaha
it was so so so funny today!! i went back home after visited late Eryna's grave and i on facebook...
i saw babyy gatal-gatal which i geram so much and call him stupid things..silly me :(
and he messaged back saying "i nak hug u tightly" which i melted. i'm trying so hard to be in the character which i am MAD at him...

then i deleted him on facebook..haha
after harsh messages, i called him since you know he not replied any of my messages if he did, it would be "ok"..
then he hide his status which pissed me off..
so i called him...
hahah

it so funny when you marah then you called that person and you shouldn't be..
so we talked and it was a stupid arguments..

he noticed that we never talked about any arguments if we meet up the next day or any days after....

he made me laughed and i am so so happy :)
thanks babyy
u're the best!!!

:)

2009-09-06T07:49:00.001-07:00

He made me laughed :)

hahhaha
it was so so so funny today!! i went back home after visited late Eryna's grave and i on facebook...
i saw babyy gatal-gatal which i geram so much and called him stupid things..silly me :(
and he messaged back saying "i nak hug u tightly" which i melted. i'm trying so hard to be in the character which i am MAD at him...

then i deleted him on facebook..haha
after harsh messages, i called him since you know he not replied any of my messages if he did, it would be "ok"..
then he hide his status which pissed me off..
so i called him...
hahah

it so funny when you marah then you called that person and you shouldn't be..
so we talked and it was a stupid arguments..

he noticed that we never talked about any arguments if we meet up the next day or any days after....

he made me laughed and i am so so happy :)
thanks babyy
u're the best!!!

Me and my <3

2009-09-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

i talked to my heart earlier for a long period without any arguments and i loike it sho much..
its like i've been waiting for this moment for quite sometimes..FINALLY:)

but i hope he will understand my condition and hope that he will help me to get through this depression moment which i really hope..

I love and love and love him so much :):):):):):)

Me and my <3,>

Not Happy

2009-09-04T01:32:00.000-07:00

I am super duper sad..
which i shouldnt be!!
its like i am suppose to hang out today with babyy and end up he demam :(
i am totally understand but u noe, i dunno maybe we are not close like before until i felt this way..
this is only mt feelings..

It just this past few months i really need to talk with someone but he is not around when i need him the most.This might be nothing for him but i am super duper depressed with all this. trying so hard to get rid of this and wants to forget about it but it is HARD!!!

it is easy to say rather than doing it!! Hate this, Dont want to be in this anymore but i cant stop thinking about him. Why should i think if he doesnt feel the same as i am :(

Love is only a word!! I believe in that where there is nothing aout LOVE!!The things that are matters when you are having fun with your family and friends.

I do believe that your loved ones know better than anyone else. it like you share lots of things with that special one. Education, Life, Friends that you dont like or like, things that you hate and love to do, topics that you want to express but you cant express to your normal friend eventough they are your friend.

Someone had told me this where guys are in love with you for the first 3-6 months and other than that they are such an idiot which i totally agree with that!!!

Love is not enough where you need to be there and take a good care of a person that you love. Love doesnt come and go where you can find another love easily. Appreciate what you have now and try to evaluate yourself on being such an ass.

It is easy to say the word "chill" rather than you, yourself do it!!!

Love sucks

Berbuka Puase with the Girls :)

2009-09-02T07:33:00.000-07:00

Makan Makan and Makan,

Had my berbuke puase with E.V (Syaheeda) and Shakirah.
Had so much fun even though the scene is unexpected but we manage to go through that..ngeee
Went to Cafe F.A.B. at ss15 .The best part was E.V said it was Cafe F.A.B but it is in small letter and me and Shaqirah are hardly to see it. Ape la Mak Cik!
You should cakap "Cafe Kopitiam 333"..sighhhh

We had out ice cream..i mean they had their ice-cream and it was so yummy but i could not eat to jaga my badan meaning i'm on diet :(

Yummy Yum Yum

The best part was, there was 1 couple entered tgi subang, and her boyfie totally hot and the girlfir total opposite. He checked us before he entered T.G.I and that was so obvious....Bad bad boy friend!!

As for him, he dint even call me,
i guess he must be having fun and happy without me.

xoxo

New in town

2009-09-01T22:27:00.000-07:00

New in town,

Reminds me of "New in town" song by little boots.Well it is not about new in town or little boots. It is more about me. Its about my little imaginary world that full with negative and trying to be cool person. Someone had told me before that am i still in this little glamorous world of mine, which i doubt that. I never feel or felt that way in my entire life but maybe sometimes i tend to be so glamor more than anyone else and that is super NORMAL! Time passed by very fast and you do not even know it. Friendship? Value it as you love your belongings which you loves the most. The person that u love will never ever can be replaced with some else even though she or he is not in this world anymore. I had lost one friend which i called her as FRIEND. Now it is new me, new life, new environment and i am trying to be a new me :)

Little Boots