i want to write again :)

hey hey
i know its been along long time i've been so quiet :) things have change every since the previous post.. there are some memories that i will kept in my mind and there are some are not meant to keep :) sad but true..

the journey begins where i am on my holidays for 3 months and i have so many things to plan. Plan is only a plan :)I want things to be well organised this time and no more playing. But my emotion, conquere it all..:(

someone told me i need to write again :) which i think i do and let dat person know how much he means in my life..Lets name him as "Mr Loml".  I know its kind of hard to pronounce and let me help you guys with that.. Pronounce it like this : "Lo-em"..i hope u guys get it right :)

the true meaning behind it, i will not revealed untill  "Mr Loml" reveals the hidden meaning :)

gloomy days and it will turn into weeks :(
i woke up, i started  to cry,when i asleep im crying inside :(
thought it was only a dream but it is not :(
ive learnd my mistake and trying to make things ok
but i cant do it alone :(
Things are not easy when i come to Love. who says it will be easy??


"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love." by William Shakespeare

I just want to fly there and fix it..God please give me the strenght..


Love, 
Nellie 
xoxoxo