no rush rush things :)

well, hey hey
had a talked yesterday and it went smooth :)
so thumbs up  nellie :)
i think its better this way, dont rush things if not it will become worse and i dont want that to be happen :(
so hope he will open his *heart* and i want to make things spice up again :)
will not write for now coz need to be more privacy ey ?
so catch up with you really soon ok??

loves,
nellie
xoxoxo

im so ashamed :(

ouh my ouh my..

im so malu ok :(
so ashamed with Mr.Loml..
been such a retard spider monkey last night
adoi
but cannot blame me for that the emotions are too strong and eeeeeeeeeeee
perfect timing, kiss me through the phone :)

Love,
nellie
xoxoxo

i want to write again :)

hey hey
i know its been along long time i've been so quiet :) things have change every since the previous post.. there are some memories that i will kept in my mind and there are some are not meant to keep :) sad but true..

the journey begins where i am on my holidays for 3 months and i have so many things to plan. Plan is only a plan :)I want things to be well organised this time and no more playing. But my emotion, conquere it all..:(

someone told me i need to write again :) which i think i do and let dat person know how much he means in my life..Lets name him as "Mr Loml".  I know its kind of hard to pronounce and let me help you guys with that.. Pronounce it like this : "Lo-em"..i hope u guys get it right :)

the true meaning behind it, i will not revealed untill  "Mr Loml" reveals the hidden meaning :)

gloomy days and it will turn into weeks :(
i woke up, i started  to cry,when i asleep im crying inside :(
thought it was only a dream but it is not :(
ive learnd my mistake and trying to make things ok
but i cant do it alone :(
Things are not easy when i come to Love. who says it will be easy??


"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love." by William Shakespeare

I just want to fly there and fix it..God please give me the strenght..


Love, 
Nellie 
xoxoxo

He left the house :(

sedih nyer
babyy u seriously made me laughed and made me happy la
now u da blik umah which im super duper sad k :(
but i noe we'll hang out soon but still much different when u xde kat umah i
rase lonely kot

so nanti on saturday come over to my house and sleep here k babyy :)
love <3

What a day :)

i am so so happy today even though there was noting much dat i did for today
well, babyy is at my house now and im happy sheshangat coz he is here:)
had so much fun wtih him obvi kan
thanks babyy ure the best and u noe dat kan
we had very late berbuke puase which is at 2 am
and going to teman him for sahur (like i puase kan)ngeeee
so wakie wakie me up k babyy

Loves,
nellie

Happiness vs nervousness

Say congrats to happiness :)
me liking it so much

early in the morning i woke up and head to do facial
it cost me more than what i have and expected :(
but it is worth it though so happy with it

went to hospital to do my follow up with dr. philip
will meet him up another 2 more months

well had a blast just now with ♥

 We when for movie and berbuke puase at his house..

not forgetting, we went for bazaa ramadhan

had so much fun :)

he looked at me and said "u kenape babyy" which im in the "moment" and thats how i reacted :(

sad but yah im trying to overcome it :)

tommorow is our anniversary

i noe u will be reading this babyy,

and i dedicated this for you,

Happy 1 year and 9 months anniversary babyy :)

Its been so so adventorous years with you

hope can go a wild journey with you

look forward for that :)

see you tomoz k ♥

:)

He made me laughed :)

hahhaha
it was so so so funny today!! i went back home after visited late Eryna's grave and i on facebook...
i saw babyy gatal-gatal which i geram so much and call him stupid things..silly me :(
and he messaged back saying "i nak hug u tightly" which i melted. i'm trying so hard to be in the character which i am MAD at him...

then i deleted him on facebook..haha
after harsh messages, i called him since you know he not replied any of my messages if he did, it would be "ok"..
then he hide his status which pissed me off..
so i called him...
hahah

it so funny when you marah then you called that person and you shouldn't be..
so we talked and it was a stupid arguments..

he noticed that we never talked about any arguments if we meet up the next day or any days after....

he made me laughed and i am so so happy :)
thanks babyy
u're the best!!!